Aubade for 42

 

The last gasp night is here,

follows weeks of drawing in the air.

Deep and deeper still,

each breath holding

some recollection

that cannot be let go.

 

So we lie down to rest,

lungs fit to burst,

blown-up with busy years.

The yarn of our entwinement

woven on now blank walls:

a mind’s eye tapestry.

 

The trees we felled

and those we’ll leave to grow.

The labour of digging.

How climbing frame and grass

gave way, by increments,

to beds of fruit and flowers.

 

Place that grew as we grew with it:

from stories read in character voice

to tinned sardine sleepovers.

Framed in our front door,

school uniforms flung on, then gone.

And more besides …

 

Winter fires banked up.

Rescued rabbits.

Skylight rainbows.

The decking out, the winding down.

… but parting dawn breaks the news

that property is not belonging.



xi. 2017

VIRTUE SIGNAL


It is one grand gesture: this full-arm stretch,
hoisted overhead then let fall sidelong.
Not royal hand in limp rotation,
rather – from the fulcrum of our elbows –
a sweep of unversed semaphore
bridging seen-but-not-heard distance.

I’m on deck at the starboard rails,
or port side - if leaving not arriving.
You’re leant on a seaward wall, looking out.
Or some other face to face perhaps?
Beached below, one of us unfurls
a rug, settles down with friends on shingle.

What remains these days is dumb show, doubtful.
Mostly we go nameless, under
the radar hide our light. Each to their own.
But waving at total strangers –
an ageless urge, hard to resist
in narrow straits – is least that we can do.

 vii. 2019