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Looking for dead neighbours on Google Street View



Observe the well-heeled home improvement –

once crumbling fascia boards renewed

and paint-peeled window frames

now double-glazed. Mostly.

Stained glass panels, here and there,

remain in doors

where uPVC adjoins Victoriana.

But rusty gates, jammed open, have long gone.

Shrubbery, overgrown, cut down

then paved to park a second car.

 

Prompt after early Mass

(old man Choat expected you on time)

you would pick up the heavy bag, bulging

with Sundays and their supplements.

Start out, interested less

in the lurid banner headlines

than racy lingerie small ads.

 

Every dropped off slab of half-truths –

left in hallways, squeezed through letterboxes –

would lighten the burden.

Halfway round, at Mrs. Name Forgot,

a second load awaited.

Your hands already black with newsprint.

 

Stacked coins on window ledges, hidden

in eggcups, under pots, behind milk bottles.

Tips from many;

thruppenny bits the favourite.

Its twelve-sided rim like a parapet,

a nickel weight in your palm.

Sometimes you’d stop and chat.

Never mention the daily boy

who, in his pre-school rush, had no such time

and was scarcely tipped at all.

 

Reach inside, retrace your steps – like as not

you won’t return this way again.

From scummy culvert crawled through once

(in your own escape movie)

to alley where the town’s sole punk

sprayed RIOT NOW in Day-Glo pink,

these modest streets

they run like veins within you still.

 

xi. 2023

NOT FAR FROM THE TREE

If we listened, we might hear their tearing:

the taut skin pierced,

tart flesh mangled to juice.

A kind not sold in supermarkets.

The windfalls lined our landing sill; put there by Dad

to hurl at cats who dared trespass.

Gardening was a chore for him. He cut the hedge,

mowed grass, kept trees in trim.

From that window we could contemplate

the lumpy ground, punctuated

by unsure fruitfulness.

Somehow love of it rubbed off unrecognized.

 

* * *

 

Consider the skill of pruning: how to learn

not everything can be revived,

that what you plant should be no less

miraculous than the tree cut down.

Steeped in autumn’s raspberry twilight,

we sort the last pickings

from Mum’s one-time realm, a far-end greenhouse.

I brush the trellised vines,

smell their terpene fragrance.

Side-shoots pinched out to train the energy of growth.

This the inheritance we think we know,

but forget to notice.

 

v. 2023

Littoral Magazine - Beltane, 2024