SHIPPING MOVEMENTS (Portsmouth – Isle of Wight)


Embarkation:
“Go now while you can” toilet trips,
and pointless rummaging
for items unlocated,
pass the queuing time.
Cycles racked and bungee strapped.
Roofboxes. Caravans.
Waiting on drivers and their rigs,
phalanxes of freight.
The sweet fume of petrol
undercut by salt tang.
With evening, clouds close in
and neon rips the broken light.
Gulls bicker for scraps on tarmac.



For twenty years my father came this way
watching warships, noting their numbers;
through cold war to détente, and back,
naming the gunmetal greys:
British towns and Greek goddesses.

On a ship’s rail leaning, looking back,
I fathom their allure; picture
his teenage ear lent to a crystal set,
construing the enemy:
Graf Spee, Bismarck, Scharnhorst, Tirpitz.

He never went to sea: signed up
to navigate the skies instead;
was transferred when gliders flew no more,
and ended up in Varna, spying
on a Black Sea fleet at anchor.

Decades on, like some ghost of a frogman,
rudiments of Russian picked up then
found recalled usage, translating
the Hammer and the Sickle,
when Obraztsovy was in port.

Daily ferried by three sisters -
Southsea, Brading, Shanklin - and bearded
in naval fashion, he stands:
pint in hand at bar, sustaining a sense
of other tongues, other islands.



Cast off and underway:
tricolours and Union Jacks,
grubby both, flap loosely.
Cranes salute, point skyward
alongside missile launchers;
who, fresh back from the Gulf
triumphant but empty-handed,
line the wharves.
And now gulls crowd
the detritus-churning wake:
in our turning manoeuvre
rich pickings, below the surface.

vi.2005

ORBITAL

 



Sunset stripes its cloud hedges, gilds with glares
our ring road. Sky signs, white-on-blue, spin cars
like Bohr’s electrons in opposing shells.

Cross words fly; we fence at barriers, switch
lanes, probe for gaps in the weave of traffic.
From a thrown butt end sparks bounce off tarmac.

Giant numbers, red and flashing, further
fix our speed. In circling one another
will we collide and scatter next time round?

Or pass at safe distance, repelled by waves
of recognition? Wheels within a wheel,
knowing the limits of uncertainty.



 
vii.2012

FALLING


It is hard to pinpoint

when I missed my footing

and could no longer walk apart from you.

Perhaps it began with a fern unfurling

from clenched fist into kiss,

asking and answering its own question.

 

But I fancy our season to be that of hedges,

ripening between start of new school years

and the first bare branches.

Every autumn the litter deepens

and we kick through, sweep clear:

our rustling path reset by what's been learned.

 

Held in the circle of your smile, always

I'm catching up, cupping

my ear for echo of our courting song,

or – like a waterfall –

the resonance of your laughter, tumbling

just a hand's reach away.





viii.2012

What the Peacock replied September 2019

ÎN CĂDERE 

E greu să iau decizii
când mi-am pierdut echilibrul
și nu mai pot să mă îndepărtez de tine.
Poate că a început cu o ferigă care crește
de la pumn încleștat la sărut,
punând întrebări și dând răspunsuri la propriile întrebări.

Dar îmi imaginez că anotimpul nostru este cel al gardurilor vii,
ajunse la maturitate între începutul unui nou an de școală
și primele ramuri rămase fără frunze.
Cu fiecare toamnă sunt tot mai multe rămășițe
și le lovim cu piciorul, îndepărtându-le din cale:
cărarea noastră ce foșnește, reînnoită prin ceea ce am învățat.

Captiv în cercul zâmbetului tău, încerc
mereu să nu rămân în urmă, cu palma făcută pâlnie
la ureche, ca să aud ecoul cântecului nostru de început,
sau - ca o cascadă -
rezonanța hohotului tău de râs, ce se rostogolește
la doar un pas de mine.

Romanian translation courtesy Elena Nestor