BECOMING

Locals must have heard us fetching up,

packed in our pug-nosed Bedford minibus –

its cylinders’ spluttered misfire

and gears grinding through their changeful accents –

migrants from the Midlands.

Flat vowels swallowed by greenfield fortune,

moving to see what we might become.

 

At three days short of ten years old,  

rare treat to ride up front beside

my father flush with his big promotion.

Feet warm on the engine,

mother sandwiched in between squabbling

siblings, grubby and tired of mid-summer,

restless to see where we might become.

 

Slipping our moorings, the ferry

is roll-on-roll-off basket of promises,

deliveries and cheap day trips.

Her squat symmetry and shallow bottom,

my very own Dawn Treader.

Like hawsers thrown to bollards we make fast,

settling to see what we could become.

 

Up budget-stretching cul-de-sac, four-square

with own coal bunker and shrunken plum,

a white-walled floor plan forms our blueprint.

In that detachment – shaped by boundary

of crumbling cliffs, creeks and shores,

high downs, woods and hidden caves –

finding how it was we came to become.

 


 viii. 2014 [ii. 2022]

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