The tomorrow you worried about yesterday

In these dreich weeks, no-sun day follows no-sun day: mist clouds

the sugar factory steam, obscures its plume and presses down.

 

A bouquet of burnt roots, the edge of sweetness. When light cuts

through, low-angled, glowering afternoons lead to longest night.

 

We walk the shadows’ margin, forage for mistletoe, bring

the outside in. Shrubs in sackcloth guard our abbey flowerbeds:

 

hessian monks, bound and silent. O Come All Ye Bleak Ding-Dong

Gentlemen!  – hear the carols echo, inescapable.

 

Charity shopping for stocking fillers: the shock of Sambo

chinaware still on display, unwoken to empire’s end.

 

Scarlet-thick lips, whitened teeth you believed you should never

see again. Dickie bow collar of grinning servitude.

 

At least he wasn’t labelled Balthazar. That would be going

too far, even in a market town with genteel  self-regard.

 

The quiz of Christmas yet to come. Counting the days, we cut

new blinds to the fashion of old fabric. Black out false dawns.

 

i . 2025

CLOSE CALL


When, in middle-dark

of stone-cold night,

your face appears

at my pane, revenant,

I shall run downstairs

in bare feet and pyjamas

to let you in.

Will fling my arms around you,

with interwoven fingers

lock them in an embrace,

tight as our history.

 

xii. 2024